The biggest payback

So today I went out and hung out with my mom and tried to read, but my attempts to read were thwarted by the rain. SO i went to see brit. She was having a horrible day because she and her mother were fighting. I took her out, we went to go see accpeted and went out for pizza. I really tried to make her smile, and eventually she did. It was amazing. Before i left she just gave me this big smile, and it seemed legitamate, and it made me feel like i really did somehting good for once. It was awsome. I have never felt like i did more to help someone than i did in those few hours. It was amazing

So Brit has been gone for a long time, and i'm really glad she's coming back home. If she were here i know she would have taken me to the doctors, and that she would have gotten my flavor gatorades and cough drops that i like and i wouldnt have to settle.

i miss her a lot.

When the truth is, I miss you.

I'm sick, but that won't stop me from blogging.

So Brit went away to Maine for a long weekend. It's been the longest that we haven't seen eachother all summer even though it's only four days. I've grown really acostomed to seeing her almost everyday, or every other day, depending on the time of the week. I really miss her. I keep writing emails and stuff, i know she's having fun, and it's really selfish, but i just want her to come home.

Being sick really sucks. My head hurts so much from the sinus pressure that i'm contimplating drivinga screw drivier through my skull to let the pressure leak out. It's so bad that if you just sit with no sound, after about 10 seconds, if you sit i can feel my brian throbbing, I'm assuming that's thinking.