another night another dream, it's always you

So Brittany is away on this college trip thing, and it kind of really stinks because it's saturday night, and even though i was supposed to have this party, it would have been nice to go out like we do every saturday night. now this saturday the party was non existant because of my mom, so if she was home i touwld have been great to go and hang out with her.

She's going to be gone for a week and a half

So today i hung out with chris and matt and Kel. College looks like it's going ot e so fucking awsome. Everyone says that highschool totally over prepares you and that once you get to college you never really have to do anything except relax and take in life and enjoy things. I really wish it were that easy now. Im ready to blow my head off.

Chris mat and i ate chinese food at some awsome restaurant for lunch. the food at this place was so fucking good. Then Chris kel and i played grand theft auto san andreas and laughed at the cool cheat codes.

When it's all said and done, no one wanted to hang out with me at all after i called the party, and i really miss brit. I really just want her to come home. I cant get her off of my mind. She comes up all the time and i think about her all the time.

I'll save my nickels up

So this weekend was awsome. I had a lot of fun. I didnt go to the baseball game sunday, but hangin out with Brittany sunday was amazing. Saturday night she didnt have the greatest time because of her mom, but i just acted like a big idiot and that always makes everyone laugh. She's pretty amazing and she always makes me feel like im helping someone even if it's just a little bit and i feel like she makes me so much of a better person. i love her tremendously