sundays

sundays usually suck, but today sucked more so than ever. My morning started with me waking up, and i think that was the only good thing. I went to church, saw some friends, watched sister dot call jen a different name, jeff, and then i went to see me dad. it was really cool to see my dad because i had not seen him in like a couple of days because of him being locked in a hospital in preparation for his surgery. my dad, now without his left leg, was sweating from the pain and stress put on his body, and the minute his IV was disconected, i watched him experiance and excruciating pain. it was absolutely horrible. what makes it even worse is that my dad is coming down with a cold. as if his body wasn't week enough, now he has a virus of some sort that will further complicate things. usually viruses make you feel really bad, but eventually you will be better, but with my dad's body being so week, it will be hard for him to recover. he was vomitting and coughing really roughly when i left the hospital.

That was probbaly the worst part of my day, but there is still more. after leaving the hospital with my aunt bev, we went to my cousin stef's house, where i was later picked up by my mother. i was driving when my mom picked me up, and even though i have been driving only 2 months, i consider myself to be a really good drivier, and my mom, today, decided that i drive like a maniac. she told me i was irresponsible and didnt know how to drive. she told me to stop accellerating when i was 1000 feet away from cars with brake lights. she then preceded to yell at me all the way home, and for five minutes at home. while at home today, i recieved an email from a random yahoo account. after reading through what i thought was someone playing a prank, i learned to find that kate had contacted me. hmm.... just before valentine's day. it's been a very stressful day.

all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade.