this is a post for tuesday, i didnt post a new blog yesterday. it's really like seven in the morning and the clock on my pc is screwed up. its not allowing me to publish this post as 7:05 and its stuck one 3:33. its really pissing me off.

yeah, school totally blows. i had to come out and tell my english teahcer what happened with my dad, and when i did, he thought i was lying, then i gave him the patient id number and my dad's room number and stuff, and i saw mr.howlett lie just emotionally die for a second. he just died and then flipped out and told me to go see mr. zonfillo, the guidence counselor for sophomores, because there is no way that i am ok. he thinks i am like depressed and ready to kill myself over my dad, which is truly not the case, and i am sad, it's just that my dad has been in the hospital so many times that i have just grown accustom to him being there. it's a serious surgery and all but, he's been through it before and he'll get by.... he always does.

as for an update on me dad, he is doing good, he is heavily medicated to help him deal with the pain. he has the IV with the morphine that you just push a button for it to inject more morphine, but thats understandable since his leg was just cut off. because he is on morphine he is like tripping out really bad. the other day he was rambling on about being in the army when he has never touched a gun, yesterday he let his phone battery die and he left the other phone off the hook and he wouldnt tell anyone why, and today he keeps saying something about our relatives from lebanon came back? i didnt know i was lebanese. other than that he is doing fine.

sailing season is closing in on me and i have to get back on me regimented work out plan. need to build up those core muscles because i fell out of shape very bad these couple of winter months. sailing season and spring. springs cool, too. i still havent taken down our christmas decortations; we really look like warwick white trash. lol! summer will be even better cos i will have me liscense.