I don't know, I don't care, all I know is you can take me there

So I have come to the conclusion that I have the best girlfirend on the planet. The other day I pulled an asshole move which entitled me to drive off in an angry rage. Looking back i don't know what we were fighting over, but I remembered as I was speeding away that it was something stupid. I turned around and went back to see Brit. You could see that she had been crying. I went over, myself almost crying, sincerly appologized, and then we went to a PawSox game. We also stayed to watch the fireworks after. I guess now you could say that, litterally, we saw fireworks when we kissed! I think it's actually kind of halarious. Brit calls me a dork, and I'm starting to believe she is right in that aspect.

I think the reason that this whole situation keeps bothering me is because it was the first time in about two months where I hadn't thought of how my actions may affected Brit and I. I was really an asshole and I'm looking for some form of venting that is going to get me to feel better about what I've done. But I still really, really feel like a big fat asshole.

But some good did come of all of it. Brit and I made this cool discovery that no matter how bad we fight, the three times we actually have, we always some out on top and up until this tme, unphased by it.

The cool thing about Brit and the relationship I have with her is that there is a lot of love and honesty in it, more so than any other one I have been in. We feel like we could just open up to eachother when we need too, which is an awsum bonus in a relationship. I trust her more than I have trusted any one person in my life. I love her very much, and I don't think it's ever going to change. And, truthfully, I don't ever want it to.

Just as an example, I'm going to post some of the very specific quotes that may have lead me to these conclusions:
"I'm completely in love with you. theres no where i would rather be than in your arms. i want you there for all the things that lifes bound to throw at me and i want to be there for all the things life throws at you. i want us to be something permenant."

-Brit, today, 9:33pm

"I think that can be arranged but only because I love you."

-Pat, today, 9:34pm

"awsome
if that can be arranged i think i will be forever be the happiest and luckiest girl alive

i love you"

-Brit, today, 9:37

She's probably going to be very pissed that I posted all of this, but i love her very much, and I'm very glad that we're on the same page.
I will love you always and forever, Brit. I promise.