Thinking, Reviewing, Kicking myself in the ass...

On a happy note, the band is off the ground now. Chris, Kyle, and I went to Matt's house and bought his "well broken in bass." So yeah, Pat switched over to bass for the band. It's gonna be really awsum. I have a really good feeling about this one, this time. Chris and Kyle are phenominal, Nick is pretty insane and pretty versatile with the drums, and I suck, but that's besides the point. We all like eachother and we all have really high expecations for this band.

I've got a new perspective on things. I really just confirmed to myself tonight that i really am an asshole and a horrible person, and everything i never wanted to be. I hurt people, i yell, i'm selfish, and everyone thinks those things of me. So,i really am lost now. I'm my worst fear...